My Thoughts on Christmas

So another Christmas period has slunk off leaving our wallets empty and stomachs soft and bloated, our livers screaming and our brains fried from the constant tinny jingling of christmas muzak which stores seem obsessed on playing, presumably to drive us into some sort of seasonal madness which will result on us buying useless christmas crap. It seems to work, at no other time of the year do I eat figs or dates but at Christmas the house is stuffed with the bloody things. They do help me shit though which is vital. Why do stores play this interminable dirge though? I guess I can understand (in a bitter, hate filled way) why a Toy shop or a shopping centre might play Christmas music. They need people to feel christmassy to help drive sales, and maybe a few overheard bars of 'White Christmas' would spark some brain cells and bring back a childhood memory of innocent Christmas joy, and spur you on to buy your beloved little ratbaby child the 'Awesome-o-matic Death Warrior 3000 now with real projectile blood spurting'. However I've been in hardware stores which seem to delight in playing christmas music, and they should never play anything that obnoxious and ear grating when someone is considering buying an Axe or a woodchipper.

An Ax-cellent gift!...Yeah, i'm good

I'm not one of those miserablist fucks who seem to gain a self satisfied pleasure by boasting about how much they hate Christmas. These are the worst types of people and are probably the same ones who feel superior by saying that The Beatles are 'overrated' and think they're ever so clever by referring to people as 'sheeple', the tiny minded little pigfuckers that they are. However nor am I someone who dances around merrily, waving mistletoe in their hands and bursting into song every few minutes and who laughs and claps when that goddamn Coke christmas advert comes on. 'Now it's Christmas' they'll laughingly proclaim, until I smash a Pepsi bottle into their face. No it's not you drooling epitome of consumer culture. Stop being attracted to the shiny lights of marketing you pathetic demographic, I hope your teeth rot and you choke on them. God I despise the Lowest Common Denominator, even more so when I see reflections of myself in it. There's nothing worse than seeing hints of your own, miserable inferiority. Anyway, I digress…I do enjoy Christmas, but mainly just the actual day. Gifts around the tree, food and drink and pulling crackers, it's a nice day and I feel happy at the end of it. All of the huge, pressure filled build up though, that's too much for me.

Christmas in an office environment is always a strange experience. Offices are weird enough as it is, as I've mentioned in several, annoyingly similar blog posts in the past, but at Christmas it goes into overdrive. The office is soon bedecked by bedraggled looking christmas decorations, dragged out of storage in the basement where the mice have been having festive themed shits for the past 11 months. Tinsel covers my desk 'wall', lights drape across the window and streamers hang from the ceiling, where they inevitably fall down twice a day and suddenly make everything look bleak and unloved. Just before Christmas a row of desks decided to hold a little in office 'party'. They brought in those sausage rolls that are filled with pasty, tasteless reformed meat and rusk, and there was cake and doughnuts and christmas music (Oh joy!) and all the usual crap.They all put on cheerful christmas hats and reindeer antlers and had a merry little lunch break. Of course afterwards they went back to work, but they kept wearing their cheerful christmas hats and reindeer antlers because, oh gosh, it's Christmas. I have nothing against that, I've been known to enjoy a novelty hat, but it's still strangely disturbing to see a middle aged man wearing flashing reindeer antlers as he screams profanity down the phone at some hapless colleague who hasn't filed a report. It's like a Ray Winstone Christmas, before he turned into the cuddly type he is now.

Eat your fucking sprouts

If you walk around any major shopping centre (or mall if you insist on being American) at Christmas and it will usually have, pride of place in the centre, some sort of 'Santa's Grotto', where rosy cheeked children are ushered breathlessly inside to meet with a kindly and twinkly eyed Father Christmas, who with a loving hug and a good natured chuckle will ask about the child's Christmas wishes and make vague but well meaning promises, and usher the child out with a photograph and a small present. The magic and sense of wonder will fill the child with a real sense of the uniqueness of the occasion and no doubt they will sleep well that night. Of course, as ever, the reality is a horrible mockery of what should be a special occasion. The winter wonderland that has been set up in whatever gum strewn spare space they have usually looks like a nightmarish acid trip populated with bastardised rip offs from the Chucky films. As you approach the grotto (often made out like some snow strewn cottage) you'll see an army of dead eyed animatronic elves, listlessly repeating the same jerking motions back and forth, with no discernible aim. As if cursed by a terrible God they stand frozen to the spot, slowly waving their arms in an attempt to gain your attention, and they would no doubt be screaming if their tongues hadn't been ripped out by vengeful harpies. A few of them are inevitably broken and can only be assumed by the terror filled child to be dead, worked to an early grave by the terrible master that lies within. The child then waits in a queue, all the time watching nervously the nearest elf for signs of life, when suddenly some spotty and bored teenager, also done out like an elf but inexplicably twice the size of the robot ones, looms out and ushers them inside the doom cottage of snow. When inside though surely all will be well, with the kind and all loving embrace of Father Christmas.

Come and give Santa a hugsy

But it's not like that anymore. Thanks to everyone assuming that everyone else is some greasy faced paedophile and that they cannot wait to fuck their ugly little children, there is no reassuring sitting on the lap anymore, lest a thousand questing penises thrust up. The child is simply presented to the man (or 16 year old boy who pulled the short straw as is often the case) who mutters a ho, ho, ho, chucks them a badly wrapped toy of miserable cheapness and has a quick photograph taken (whilst maintaining a non-child touching distance) of the no doubt screaming child, by another teenage elf who then kicks them out to keep the money making procession continuing. The entire thing is a cheap and shitty farce and probably raises all sorts of questions as to why the fake bearded figure they peered at through the gloom seems so different to the magical, laughing and flying Father Christmas they know and love so dearly from terrible american films.

Still lying to and deceiving children is probably one of the few sick pleasures parents get from Christmas what with the inter-family fights, money burning and awkward confessions about what really happened on that camping trip with Uncle so many years ago.

Anyway, i hope you all had a nice Christmas

The more it snows, tiddly pom

As the more observant amongst you may have noticed it's been snowing a tad bit recently, in fact it's been snowing so much that the country has descended into chaos, with hordes of cannibalistic nomads roaming the artic blasted tundra to harvest the soft fleshed survivors for their blubber farms. The ground is choked with the frozen corpses of the weak and the poor and the air is filled with terror filled rumours of wolf skin wearing marauders from the Northern lands descending upon us, their battles axes wet with blood as they ride their Death Bears into battle.

This is our reality

Of course only part of this is true. The majority of people make it into work (if they bother going) with some minor annoyances (like delayed trains and icy roads) but really this isn't much of an event, not really a story, it's all terribly mundane and normal. But as I sit in my office and I prick up my handsome ears to the words of my colleagues you'd imagine some once in a lifetime disaster had occurred. I repeatedly hear them talk in hushed tones about how it took them 5 minutes to de-ice their car and at how they had to wear 2, yes 2, jumpers to stay warm. Stories which could have been summed up with, 'The train was cancelled so I got a bus which is why I'm 20 minutes late', turn into half hour epics with witless asides about their boots and a man who kept sneezing, which is regaled to a starry eyed crowd who listen, only as they are chomping at the bit to give their own counter story which is quickly embellished with additional boring facts in the endless struggle to out-do eachother, 'That's nothing, I fell over twice and walked 2 miles in the snow and saw a frozen lake and cars skidding'. It ends up as an awful version of 'The Four Yorkshireman' sketch with all the wit, delivery and timing taken out and replaced with a steadily growing urge to kill them and then yourself, possibly with an icicle for poetic reasons.


Of course some people do have genuinely exciting stories about surviving the horrific onslaught of crystallised water, sent by a vengeful and humourless God. I for one hiked 20 miles through an ice storm, my hands slowly freezing around the whale bone handles of my ice picks, my skin burning with an intense fire at the white world that surrounded me. Then suddenly out of the corner of my eye I spot teeth and claws. It was a Polar bear, 25 feet tall, it's face reddened with the blood of many orphaned children, it's claws tangled in the flesh of many Nuns. But I slayed the fearful beast with my bare (geddit!) hands and surfed his body across the ice realms to freedom and victory and office work! I also slaughtered some Eskimos and punched a wolf

I'll do anything to survive

The story behind the Korean shelling

Much to my excitement I notice that North Korea is extending it's current bout of naughtiness by shelling the crap out of a South Korean island, a move I suspect to have been planned by British republicans to push the latest news on Will and Kate's engagement down to second place.

The shelling is the latest in a long line of childish spats between the two sides which have rumbled on since the Korean War and have involved everything from commandoes carrying out crazed suicide missions to assassinate the South Korean President(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blue_House_Raid#The_Blue_House_Raid), to the more bizarre 'Axe Murder' incident where North Korean soldiers took offence at the trimming of a Poplar tree and went all axe happy on the US soldiers with some ninja style karate thrown into the mix for good measure (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Axe_murder_incident)


The current fuss seems to have been started by a South Korean Military exercise in disputed territorial waters but really North Korea is such a bizarre, arcane place that it could really could mean anything, from some unfathomable internal jostling for power to a show of strength regarding nuclear and aid sanctions or maybe just an attempt to gain some attention to gain concessions. If the latter was true though it's rather extreme, as it's attempts to gain attention have meant sluttishly showing off it's shiny new nuclear facilities, sinking a South Korean warship and shelling a military base, a strategy which has left 50 dead and would be like me beating my brother to death with his favourite toy to gain attention from my parents (maybe if I had everything would have been different, eh mother?)

Freudian nonsense aside this latest incident has resulted in some great footage on the BBC website of people running away as explosions tear apart the buildings behind them, though initial examination of the shots have disappointingly revealed no one running in slow motion, helplessly crying 'Noooooooo'.

However there's still time for all that if the North's traditional and highly entertaining rhetoric is anything to go by. Sounding madder than the condensed insanity of a dozen Bond villains they issued this statement, written in blood upon the beaches of Inchon ,"we will continue to make merciless military attacks with no hesitation if the South Korean enemy dares to invade our sea territory by 0.001mm", said their State run news agency aggressively asserting their independence by using the Metric system instead of the US imperial measurement of 0.03937 in.
"It is our military's traditional response to quell provocative actions with a merciless thunderbolt," they continued, foam dripping from their mouths as they sucked sanely upon a horseshoe. Their reference to a thunderbolt is conclusive evidence that Kim Jong-Il has declared himself to be Zeus, who is as much known for his erotic escapades as for his wrath of heaven role, which will bring a refreshingly sexy feel to any new 6 party peace talks, as he badgers away trying to impregnate people disguised as a Swan or a shower of gold coins.

So as the world holds it's breath and as Kim Jong-Il prepares to rape his way to a new dynasty what can be done to hamper the plans of this almighty Greek god who, for reasons of his own, now possess' the body of an ailing, stroke ridden, dwarf sized Korean man?



Adapting to Change

I was recently informed that it was deemed necessary for me to move desk at work. Presumably after the usual consultation of the innards of a slaughtered goat combined with the positive alignment of the planets, all set against the cosmic hum of the music of the spheres, this was seen as a somehow beneficial move. Good for me and good for the company. I received a series of emails updating me on the nail-biting news accompanied with pleasant homilies saying that they hoped that it met with my approval because I had no choice regardless. I was initially put out it's true, as I had made a comfortable enough nest for myself in my little area and had spent the past 6 months demonising in my head the people who dared to work on the other half of the floor, where fates cruel trajectory sent me now. Why I demonised them so voraciously is unclear, though I assume it was some sort of psychological tactic to convince myself that I was better off on my half of the floor, that no matter how crappy it got at least I wasn't with pigfucking troglodytes beyond the divide.

But anyway, now the move is complete here are my initial thoughts. My new desk is a window seat which appears to be an improvement on my previous position by the walkway. However my view is of the white washed walls of what appears to be a neglected prisoner exercise yard scattered with abandoned metal pipes and planks of wood from a long dead construction project. 20 metres above the floor wire netting cuts across between the walls where the sad corpses of pigeons hang, bobbing sadly in the breeze. This isn't the first time I've noticed them, you get a fairly good view of them from the kitchen, but I really have a premium view of their inevitable purification from here. Down in the yard 2 plastic wrapped baguettes float on a sea of stagnant, filthy water which has collected over the months from the rainfall which gathers thanks to the total lack of drainage or sunlight. They drift with the wind like ships long bereft of their crew. At first I only saw one of the baguettes, but a couple of weeks later it had been joined by it's friend. I felt pleased by this, as it seems like a lonely life down there, with nothing to keep you company apart from the odd rotting pigeon leg.

If I momentarily let my gaze wander from my dead eyed examination of my computer screen, I am swiftly brought back to earth from whatever unicorn riding soldier of fortune fantasy I'm involved in with a barely suppressed shriek of testical reducing terror, by the severed Deer's head which stares at me without relent for ever and ever and ever!

This macabre horned god which I have deduced is some sort of alter for sacrificial offerings is made largely from heat blasted sugar, with candied sultanas for eyes and horns made from the frozen tears of crucified children. There is a sign warning curious passers by not to touch it, presumably because that would invoke the wrath of Baphomet and lead to the flesh being stripped from your fingers by the suddenly alive, hideously alive, beast of sucrose horror, with gnashing teeth and a serpents tongue.

This is not the most terrifying presence in my new office though. Most of my new colleagues seem like mild enough and pleasant individuals, nothing special about them, just people, but one of them distinguishes herself by her ferocious approach to everything and everyone. This sour faced women can be seen with a face that appears to be sucking on a lemon that has been soaked in piss, marching up and down between the desks shouting insults and orders at people seemingly at random and terrifying the weak and unfortunate that get in her way. I watched earlier as she shouted at an elderly women for not hobbling fast enough towards her to carry out some unimportant errand which she, a fit women in her 30's, would be capable of doing within a minute. But why do it herself when she can enjoy the sadistic pleasure of watching a women who should be retired panting and wheezing on the floor, scrabbling for files. I get the feeling if we weren't all here as unwilling witnesses, she would have happily punched her to the ground and shat on her face as punishment for her slow reactions. As horrific as this would have been it would have certainly given me something more interesting to talk about when people politely enquire how my day was.

But really this office is much like the old office which is much like every other office I've ever worked in. The same weird soup of gurning Essex boys and misery faced close to retirement parents, reptile faced careerists sliming their way over every surface and bespectacled office jokers with nasal voices spewing out Christmas cracker quality jokes.

Out with the old and in with the new shit like that song on the old PS1 Tony Hawks once said

Colonisation and consequences

I see today that the Daily Mail has found space amongst it's usual litany of racist shrieking about immigration and sycophantic fawning over C list celebrities and their pets, to report that NASA is now actively investigating sending people on a one way mission to Mars to set up a colony, something which is being referred to as the 'Hundred Year Starship'. The vague plan is to send off a few happy individuals to one of Mars' moons by 2030 and then onwards to Mars, where they could carry out extensive explorations and tests, and presumably start looking for mineral deposits because, lets face it, resources are one the main reasons we'll be out there. The mission is one way because some bright spark realised it was cheaper to not have to bring them back again. Hell, it would be even cheaper if we never sent them. Why not just shoot them in the head and dump the bodies in the sea? The end result will probably be the same.



That is the cynic in me talking though, i do want the mission to go ahead. I believe space exploration, though in times of financial constraint is probably seen as frivolous, is vital for humanities development and advancement. I think for humanity to evolve and advance, for us to progress and not stagnate, we need a great unknown for us to stare into, a mirror for our collective souls, the last and unconquerable wilderness. This enthusiasm i have for are outward exploration is not without it's qualms. Considering the undue restraint and rationality we've shown on Earth when it's come to natural resources i'm fairly sure we'll lurch about from planet to planet, blowing huge chunks out of them and scooping out the yummy innards, all the time shouting 'Yee Ha!' and 'Get some'.

Whilst space exploration is currently more or less monopolised by NASA i expect most of the missions will have a fairly high minded and scientifically sound objective. To learn and discover rather than to vanquish and exploit. But as soon as Space travel becomes safe enough and financially viable the private sector will come in and their sole purpose will be profit. Is this necessarily a bad thing? There is no doubt that earth is in dire need of more resources to fire the furnaces of our never ending technological development and rather vulgar population growth, and if we don't find some sustainable alternatives or new sources we're going to have a bit of an Easter Island situation going on, just so that in some distant future aliens can scratch their multiple heads and wonder why we consumed our resources and left nothing but skyscrapers and Starbucks.


Of course the resource problem can be solved quite simply, with less people. The huge and incessant population boom that has gone on for the last hundred years has created a problem that no governments will dare touch. We need more food, more fuel, more houses and more jobs. People are living longer so we now have more elderly we need to support. Poverty and disease (which used to be pretty effective at keeping us in check) have been reduced so less people are dying young. The developing world has huge population growth and a burgeoning middle class who want all the things that we've smugly enjoyed for the past 50 years. As their wealth increases they want to drive cars, eat more meat, live in better houses and have electric lighting and central heating, and why not? They're in their ascendency and probably think it's pretty rich of the West to start harping on about carbon emissions just as they're about to get their fancy hover boards and silver foil jumpsuits like we did in the 80's.Also a special mention to the comments section on the Daily Mail website. 'Can I claim asylum there?, There has to be some place in the Solar System not infested with Socialists?'says Alex of Co Durham. Well done
Alex, you're an idiot.

 

                                                          Ahhh, the 80's                  

Of course no democratic government will ever sanction a population limit. It's a sure fire way to get voted out by having a 'less babies, more taxes' stance at an election and the problem with the democratic system really is that politicians aren't looking much further ahead than the next election. It's been pointed out that in the West our population should level out and even drop by about 2030 as we're a bunch of selfish hedonists and would rather spend our money on our own, beautiful selves than a shit ridden baby, but this will only be a temporary drop. The ideal way to solve the population problem would be for a future Totalitarian World government to simply make us stop having babies, and concentrate on what matters, servile, emotionless worship of the State, but we'll probably find reasons to bitch and moan about that. Which is a shame, as the uniforms are cool

                                                            Cool but Cruel     


Anyway, after the usual diversions around the back alleys of my brain we return to the initial article, and those intrepid few who might be chosen for this mission to boldly die where no man has died before. You'll remember that this mission was a one way mission, and i feel that we should at least hold out the possibility of safe return for them, as most people, unless of exceptionable soundness of mind and possessing tremendous moral fibre, tend to go a bit funny when left isolated and abandoned far from civilisation.

In 1629 a Dutch ship called the Batavia hit a reef off the coast of Western Australia (my handy metaphor for Mars) and about 280 survivors managed to scramble onto nearby islands for safety. There had been attempts at staging a mutiny before the shipwreck so relations weren't quite cordial, but with their lives in such imminent danger you'd expect them to all band together right? The Captain, senior officers and some passengers, after searching in vain for drinking water set off for Dutch controlled Jakarta (a bloody long way) and returned 2 months later to find a happy and prosperous Utopia an island ravaged by rape and murder and over 100 of the survivors butchered.

                                                       Utopia!       
 
You see they'd left a man called Jeronimus Cornelisz in charge of the survivors and owing to bad luck or very poor judgement or character no one had realised he was a raving psychopath and deluded fanatic, who believed God himself inspired his deeds. Why it is people like this always seem to think God is giving the old wink and nod to murder and rape escapes me, but perhaps he was just a victim of his time. No one would have noticed if he'd been in the Crusades.

Anyway, you can read about the party ship Batavia here


And the super fun space mission of certain death herehttp://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-1324192/Nasa-plan-Hundred-Year-Starship--mission-astronauts-Mars-leave-forever.html

You're never too old for a childish whinge

I realised recently to my ongoing surprise that my relationship with my family had, without my knowing or consent, changed. It had always been a hotbed of hostility and aggression which though probably unhealthy had been consistant, and there's nothing like a bit of consistancy in life. I'd a series of simmering resentments and grudges i'd proudly managed to collect and hold onto for over a quarter of a century and for their part they tended to view me as a mixture of a moronic village idiot and a hedonism chasing fiend with no moral compass which isn't a totally unfair assumption based on first impressions, as i tend to look like one of Charles I's cavaliers on a heavy diet of crack.

                                                              This dude is mad for the crack           

And so life had continued in this respect until i eventually decided i had the required number of hairs on my chest (at least 12, 6 on each side) and decided to move out.
The problem of moving out of home apart from all the tedious day to day stuff you suddenly have to contend with is your relationship with your family suddenly changes. You no longer live with them, enjoying the type of healthy relationship that a small parasite shares with it's host, where you can happily leach off them, sucking them dry of their delicious nutrients and leaving a desicated husk as a hideous monument to your insatiable appetites.


You see when that was the situation everything was very simple. You got everything done for you, and if you didn't then screaming fits, slamming doors, crude graffiti on the walls and dirty underage sex on their bed was an appropriate response to their unparalled cruelty, whether it being refusing to buy you and your 13 year old mates booze for a party or dragging you to see your piss smelling Grandparents on a Saturday and enduring their gnarled, artheritic hands tugging at your cheeks like toothless zombies who have lost their enthusiasm for the flesh. The point is like every healthy teenager you hated your parents, hated them with the irrational loathing only a hormore pumped teenager can possess. This can be sustained through various stages from the foot stamping, high pitched temper tantrums of your early years through to the 'emotional' years of your early teens where you wear only black, spend hours trying to rhyme 'razor blade' for your apparantly deep and perplexing poetry and smoking low quality hash whilst pretending to read the works of Byron and Shelly. And finally and gloriously the last stage of your rebellion is spent with a 'give a fuck' attitude, staying out as late as long as you can (or dare) and trying to find the one drug dealer who will give you pills, rather than walking away with your money and an insincere promise to be back in '10 minutes'.


This level of hostilty is pretty much the only level of relationship you've had with your parents, apart from a handful of years as a toddler which your parents will recall fondly as a golden time but you know really that it's just because you hadn't yet gained the ability to say 'fuck you' and besides, you made up for that by shitting your baby pants with your weird baby poos as often as you could.

                                                                   Sweet vengeance!


But as soon as you move out this is supposed to end (not the pant shitting part, there's years of fun left in that). You're supposed to now have mature and adult conversations with your parents about tracker mortgages, track and field atheletes and Tracker bars.
 

                                                              The cornerstone of all small talk

They'll enquire about your savings and investments and make horrified noises when they decipher your vague, non-commital grunts and realise that you have none. All of a sudden the ground rules have changed and no one bothered to tell you. If you respond to their eager question about how your job is going with the standard, 'it's shit' they'll decry you as immature and tell you to gain some goddamn responsibilities. Suddenly the job you do isn't just a means to an end so you can party it up at the weekend. No, now it's your career and one you have to take seriously, which to a parent means sucking up to your boss and making eager beaver bullshit suggestions in the twice weekly meetings which your boss carries out so he can pretend he has friends. The rules of engagment have changed and for several years they will despair at how immature you are and irresponsible you are and you will burn with a new type of hate as irrational and unfair as ever which will slowly poison you.


But eventually over the years the anger dulls. You start visting them on occasion at the weekend, ostensibly to just pick up your post and get some free food but you find yourself, horrifyingly, gaining a low level pleasure from it. The beasts of your youth are now softened with age and they start to resemble a perpetually smiling and stoned muppet whose clumsy yet well meaning fumbling enquiries about your life can hardly be met with a blitzkrieg of hate and bile as in your glory days, when you were firm of buttock and greasy of skin. I recently returned home for a family birthday and we talked very pleasantly about holidays, drank buckets of tea, did some garden work and parted on pleasant terms. It was boring sure, but also pleasant in a way like antiques shows and sponge cake.
As your life changes around you and you feel the sands shifting beneath your feet the cosy familiarity of family becomes the one constant which you can hold onto in a world where situations and circumstances change with a breathtaking pace. The old issues may remain. They may still patronise and intefer with your life in a way you find infuriating and disrespectful. The scars of childhood will still ache on occasion and the memories of youth may rear up it's ugly head and flashes of the old anger will resurface, but increasingly these are gently swatted away like an irksome fly. The cost is too much to pay, you no longer want these enemies so close to you when life has given you more than you would ever require. You do not want to rage against them, for them to burn in the heat of your fire, such anger and energies can be put to better use and targeted at more deserving foes. No, they will become the anchor of your life, the port in a storm. Family finally becomes what you imagined it was supposed to be. A place of close, familiar belonging.

Attention span…not good

The best part of my day is now over. It's that first golden hour where I can avoid even the pretence of work by pretending I'm going through emails, organising my desk and shuffling important looking piles of papers, when really I'm reading about UFO sightings, thinking of a suitably witty and droll facebook status and warming up my bowels for my 9 o'clock poo. My boss has yet to arrive, the office is half empty and if I'm lucky I can go on a trip to the kitchen and find it, with luck and tactical timing, empty. This is vital, for there is nothing that makes the bile bubble up inside my stomach more than the utterly pointless routine of 'kitchen banter'. I'm sure for some people this is a socially agreeable and light-hearted event which they probably look forward to and enjoy. Well good for them, even Ted Bundy had social skills and look how he turned out with all his sexy crimes.

I'm not good at the kitchen banter, or indeed small talk in general. In fact my social skills are generally appalling and my first impressions are even worse and this, coupled with an accent which makes me sound like plums are being shovelled into my mouth with a silver spoon, create a powerful and lasting impression of a dickhead. I'm not denying that I am a dickhead, I just wish people could find it out over time in a more rewarding manner. Anyhow most of kitchen conversations tend to go thusly...

Them: Morning!

Me: Grawkssh!

Them: ….

The reason behind this guttural and inhuman exclamation of mine is that unless I'm anticipating talking to someone my throat inexplicably fills with phlegm and I end up sounding like a cum gargling Wookie with a bad cold. Now that might have it's place in a tastefully filmed Star Wars porn parody (probably set on Hoth due to the Wookie's cold), but not in the high flying world of whatever it is I do for a living.

Wait…I just realised something. Why would a Wookie which is from the tropical planet Kashyyyk, evolve such thick fur for what is obviously a warm and humid climate? They'd be well suited to a planet like Hoth, perhaps with the addition of some vascularised fat for heat retention, but seem poorly suited for a planet like Kashyyk. Oh Lucas, you just can't stop fucking it up can you?

Now I've lost my thread and my mind is full of Star Wars and Sc-Fi. I can't finish my initial point now without constantly making sci-fi references, which is actually kind of agreeable to me. Whilst we're on the subject (I'm saying we to make you feel included, but really I'm on the subject) I should mention that I recently bought the Dune Trilogy. All three books within one giant tome, my thousand pages of sci-fi mark me out as the most powerful geek on the commute. Oh how the balding man with his well thumbed Harry Potter cowered in front of my magnificent book. Many trees died a virtuous death for such literature, not like the millions who were slaughtered to make those Vampiric abortions of the Twilight novels so sexless women in their 40's and naive teens can live out fantasies of a love that doesn't exist.
Isn't Edward Cullen supposed to be several hundred years old? So essentially he's a jailbait hunting super paedophile. A more literal interpretation of the story would probably make a hell of a graphic novel. You might have guessed that no, I haven't read the books or seen the films, but then again I haven't read Mein Kampf but I know that it contains a load of shit. Will the Twilight series be as harmful to humanity as Mein Kampf? Well, only time will tell (though it's definitely a yes)

- Things I learnt writing this aimless piece of crap. Spellcheck doesn't include a single Star Wars related word. No Hoth, no Kashyyyk, not even a Wookie. Sort it out Microsoft, remember your target audience.